moody...

wondered why.

losing faith...

wondered why.

lost...

wondered why.

arg! It took me 3 attempts to enter this blog everytime! @#$#%^%&^&^

I must really learn to remember all my passwords!! I have so much passwords now!!! Why is it passwords are so important!!! Password oh password~~!

I wonder why am I depressed. I wanted to go back home, but I am stuck in a cold room reading some nonsense which was supposed to be useful. Anyway, I end up blogging some nonsense. I am waiting for my aunt to call me up but I guess my stomach just couldn't wait longer. I guess I will just call up someone to take dinner with me. Argh... I hate to think that I don't even have a single proper friend to take dinner. It sounds so pitiful and pathetic. And yes, I am a pathetic person - living like a dead body, doing a job that I don't know if I like it or not, smilling and laughing as if I am happy, waiting as if there is someone who might just date me any moment.

I just had a feeling why should I even exist and take this pathetic life. What am I waiting and hoping for?

I will stop bragging here.... I will end up pitying myself even more. haih....

My cousin's left eye was very painful, so she asked me to accompany her to see the eye specialist. So we went. But it was closed, and it stated that we had to go over to the A&E Department. And so, we went.

We took temperature and went in and at the Registration counter, we paid. Then, we were given a file and asked to post at a tray. And so, she got called within 5 mins. Wow, super efficient!

They took her blood pressure and temperature again, asked what was the problem. Then we were asked to go out and wait at another zone. We waited for 1++ hours and her name was called. She said that the doctor told her he could not diagnosed what was the problem with her eye, have to transfer her to the eye specialist. So she came out and we waited and waited....

2 hours passed by....

Then she was called and went into the room. Less than 10 mins she was out! The doctor applied some sort of "magical eyedrop" in which she needs to wait for 30 mins before being called again. So, we waited again....

50 mins gone.....

She was called in and came out within 5 mins. Then, she was allowed to go home. We wasted 5 hours warming up a hospital's chair...

*****

I wonder why they named such a place A&E Department...Oh yeah, A&E stands for Accident and Emergency.

Here is a conversation between my collegues.

Lady 1: There are so many dogs at the office¡¯s entrance. I had to walk a long way back to the office.

Lady 2: Why are you so afraid of dogs? Is it because of religion?

Lady 1: I don¡¯t know lar. I am afraid of cats also.

*The conversation went on.

Lady 2: I still don¡¯t get it why are you so afraid of dogs. Can you please explain why?

The conversation went on with a lot of maybes¡­.

Lady 3: I think it is written on their religion book.

Lady 2: Then what is the reason?!!

Lady 3: Go and read the book yourself lar!!

Lady2: Well, she must have read that book; she should be able to explain!

*Silence* In the end, she still did not have the answer¡­

Then, the conversation went on again, and Guy 1 joined in.

Guy 1: Well, next time when you saw a dog, you just squat down and pretend you want to throw your shoes at it.

Lady 1: Ok, then what if I squat down and take off my shoes, throw at it, and it came forward to bite me? Ah, what if it still bites me?

*Laughters*

Guy 1: ¡­

Lady 1 repeat for at least 3 times¡­

*Laughters*

Guy 1: ¡­

Lady 2: Go and call the ambulance lar!

*Laughters*

Anyway, no offense to any religions. Just an extract of a conversation among my collegues.

This is my first entry. I was thinking of writing something really interesting and special for my first entry, but I could thought of nothing. Ok, I will just start thinking now what I should write for my second entry to make it much more interesting than this stupid first entry. :)